Enthroned.

2009-09-12T20:38:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry .. :'(

H-5-M

2009-09-07T13:26:00.003+08:00

WOW, like finally, i knew what you've been thinking all along.
Yes, i've read your blog, you should know who.
So, your purpose of locking your blog is just to write about somebody and YET, dont dare to let that somebody see.
Alright, i shall follow YOU.
You should know what you've been doing in the past, but now, you're blaming it on others that they are kb-ing you.
FULL MARKS ESSAY ISNT IT?
Since you're a coward of showing your own blog, i shall help you.

These would be what you will always tell the others, “ aiyo, you know what? Shandy very flirt leh, always sms a lot of guys at one time, and always like to snatch people’s boyfriends. And always like to snatch people’s friends all these, damn bitch, argh, got some much things to say about her.”

For goodness sake, you have no rights to kb me now or even showing me your fucking attitude. Firstly, I always know that you have been backstabbing me, but did I say anything? NO. keep telling others’ secrets to your friends in order to keep them with you, don’t you think it’s rather pathetic? For goodness sake lah, show some conscience can you? Creating stories for that person, keep telling others fake stories of that person, making that person relationships with others get sour, won’t do you good, it will only show that you’re petty, isn’t it? Aren’t you doing these just because you’re jealous or hating that he/she is being good with your friends? And to you, you think that he/she can be trusted? No way I tell you. If he/she can broadcast somebody’s secrets to others & you now, sooner or later, it’ll be your turn, zzz. You even want to ask them out just to say about somebody, wow.

Secondly, you told them that we went for movie. So? Big deal? Can’t we go? And now you’re kb-ing me now-.- please lah, did I say anything when you guys pangseh me alone and a batch of ppl went movie with them? NO right? Still asked them not to tell me, but in the end, I still know-.- it’s also not the 1st time you guys ps me, so, should be normal to you guys right? I only went out with them ONCE, but you guys are like that now-.- don’t you think it’s unreasonable? So you’re trying to say ONLY YOU can go out with them, ONLY YOU are their friend? Think about it, zzz.

Thirdly, you guys said that I always sms boys. Please lor, which eye of yours see it? I’m only sms-ing one guy now & that shouldn’t be counted cos it’s just like you smsing him. For H, I never reply him anymore. & there’s no one else okay, so shut your mouth. & I sms M, was simply because he wanted me to help him to be with her, and now you guys are saying that I’m the one causing them to have a clean break-.- can’t I just msg some of my male friends? Just like what you ALWAYS did? Please think about your own actions before you come and comment about me-.- you are sms-ing a lot of him now, isn’t it? Zzz.
So based on the above 3 evidences, I don’t think you have any rights to kb me please-.- I’m not showing any attitude, neither was I trying to fall out with you guys, but don’t you think you’re too much? Think about what you did, if these things happened to you, how would you feel?

P.S: I’m not referring to anyone here, but if you think you fit all the above requirements, congrats, then you’re that bastard. LOL.

ZZZ, shall not talk about it.
It isn't worth it to get angry over this kind of people.
Maths lesson today was rather fun, when the whole class did the clap thing tgt.
Ginnie teo sat beside me and it was extra fun !
Esp, when we both get the same careless mistake ! :O
Shall not talk about it alr !
(L)

Boredom.

2009-09-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

Testssssssssssssssssssssss .
It's killing me, argh.

Ant-language,

2009-09-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

Fruitful day, did project work today after school.
Thanks leon for your help :)
Went home, "ant-language" ! :)
Hee, not to forget, "mean, median, mode, average" ! :P

Awaiting

2009-09-01T15:56:00.002+08:00

Went to do project, actually planned to meet amirah at 10.30am, but ....
I woke up only at 10.30am, then changed to 11.30am :)
Headed to gekpoh, zzz, and nothing there, then went to jp instead.
Gossiped a lil', found out something :)
Hee, going gekpoh later again w/ sis for dinner :)

Lim ! :) I'm still waiting for kuishin-bo ! :) Promised ! (L)

Blissful

2009-08-31T20:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day ! :)
Argh, i'm having injuries on my hand and leg, zz.
Off-formed :(
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Had fun today, (L)

Hot-tempered

2009-08-30T12:43:00.001+08:00

ZZZZZZ, why aren't the things the same as before ?
It's totally different now ...

Appreciate.

2009-08-29T20:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY FELINA SIS :)
hope you like the celebration today, dont forget our childish games.

Thanks people, for all the encouragement, and everything. :)
I'm feeling much more better alr, well, just that i'm still waiting ?
Haha, but other than, i'm perfectly fine ! :)
Out to buy jiaolian's and ms ong's present @ jp .
Walked rounds and rounds, for like a few hours, before getting the present.
Settle down at ljs, dinner, slack, home :)
Out to bugis tmr, (L)

Dread.

2009-08-27T20:00:00.003+08:00

I'm dreading everything ..
I don't know why ..
I feel very tired ...
Seriously, i feel like giving up ...
But i know i can't ..
I don't know the cause, i don't know at all ...
What's happening ? ..
I know i can't breakdown ..
But yet, ....
a tear dropped ..

Thanks ty, eunice, rachel, klarissa, (L)

Suspense.

2009-08-26T20:09:00.002+08:00

Argh, quite tired now, :(
Eyes are going to close soon, i think.
Perhaps its very dry? :O
LOL, rather sad about lit results, and hopefull project can pull up the overall marks.
Please, i really hope to get into that class next year. :(
ZZZZZZZZZ, bye (L)

Agnes here :D
Hihi Clarice!
Tkcare uh, :)
hhaha jiayou you can do it alright! Loves!

Discomfort.

2009-08-25T20:49:00.002+08:00

Argh, stomach's really very pain now. :(
Not sure if it's food poisoning or what, ZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Freaking pain, OMG.
Stupid mano say i no guts, wth.
Hate him forever, enemies forever, cheyyyy ~
Going to rest alr, (L)

Mistaken.

2009-08-24T19:40:00.003+08:00

Firstly,
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HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY HO YI NING EUNICE :) {swan}
thanks for being such a great friend and team mate. :)
your laughters never fail to make my day.
thank you so much, eunice. (L)

Tiring day, with so many eyelids :O
Eyes are very irritating, ARGH.
YAY, excited about tmr ! :)
Hee, loves ! (L)

Psssst

2009-08-23T21:27:00.002+08:00

Thanks for everything. (L)
*winks to ginnie teo and ty!*

Stressed.

2009-08-22T12:15:00.005+08:00

Life has its ups and downs, so cheer up yeah?
Cause some people are meant for you to be sad for.
And some people will just carry on being unreasonable, and that'll be the reason why you shouldn't cry for it.
You know i'm referring to who, yeah, it's you :)
Hopefully you'll cheer up, and thanks for cheering me up too, w/ all the jokes on the phone. :)

Went to have dinner w/ people from class 2-1.
Agnes, amirah, ginnie, jme, wengliang, john, saw, sean and mano went, including me :)
Ty was supposed to go, but at last fell sick. :(
Takecare alright ?
Macs for dinner at pioneer mall, and we were being stared at quite many people because we were making lots of noises and we were having food fight.
The food fight started all because of AMIRAH, HAHAH.
After amirah, it was me, i threw at mano first, cause i really hate him alot, and he made us waited for him outside macs.
LOL, girls waiting for boys sia, so "gentle-womanly".
Gossiped w/ the girls, pretty funny :)
After food fight, then we put the leftover fries into the plastic bag, then we went to the playground.
Actually planned to continue food fight, but at last, we played "Ice and Freeze".
LOL, kiddy game, haha. :)
Played awhile, then left alone, and went to find my aunt, then went home :)
Tired ~

Unknown.

2009-08-20T08:25:00.003+08:00

I don't know.
I don't get it why.
I don't understand why.

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ZZZ, there's this cut on my thumb which is very very pain.
Especially when i bathe, ARGHHHHHHHHHHH.
Thanks people who cheered me up today, thanks for all the advices and comfort. :)

Profondément amoureux

2009-08-19T20:01:00.002+08:00

Though the breezes through trees, move so pretty you're all I see.
As the world keeps spinning round, you hold me right here right now.

Splitting headache, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :'(
SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE.
Well, i'm just trying to concentrate, argh.
Art ain't done yet. How?
Maybe ignoring it, the best way :)
Stressed up, Macbeth ain't done yet too. :(
ZZZ, I WANT TO HAVE A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP :'(

La chance de vous avoir

2009-08-18T20:07:00.003+08:00

You can't start a fire, you can't start a fire without a spark.
This gun's for hire even if we're just dancing in the dark.

Tiring day, :(
Whole day at school.
Study, then training.
Training under the big hot sun makes me dread trainings.
Hmm, and i've got this weird logic (?)
Bigger veins = more blood in the body :)
HAHA, and also:
There is always big sun and small sun, depending on how much is the clouds covering the sun :P
Lol, 5 more weeks to end year examinations.
Gotta buck up, wake up, wake up.
It's really time to wake up. :(
Watched volleyball match again just now.
China vs Brazil, and of course, Brazil won.
3-0: 25-22, 25-19, 25-21

MOTIVATED ! MOTIVATED ! :D

Fairytale

2009-08-17T13:36:00.007+08:00

I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back.
No I won't hesitate no more, no more.
No I won't hesitate no more, no more.

Hello, having IR now, its like so "..."
Shall not talk about it.
Repeating and repeating, wth.
I'm quite hungry, ljs later on. *winks
Rather excited :)
Sadly, not the whole team is going.
Loves, (L)

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Back, currently at home now. :)
Feel so motivated after playing ball w/ fel and ty, and after watching the volleyball match (China vs Germany).
China won in the end, and it was rather a tough match for Germany.
LOL, time flies ~
Science centre please ! :P
Haha, time to get serious ~

Binecuvântat

2009-08-16T21:23:00.005+08:00

If you let me press rewind, I'll rehearse every word, I should have said.
Inspire me with the smile like glow on your face, my world comes alive.

Out for dinner just now w/ mum and sis @ Ichiban Sushi.
Am very very very full now, argh, later gain weight :S
Hmm, stamina have been dropping alot alot, die die die.
Motivation have been going up these few days !
Going bugis shopping soon ! :)
Hee, ljs w/ team tmr.
W/ (L)s.

I WANT TO WATCH "The Proposal" &" I Love You Beth Cooper" :)

Scissors, Paper, Stone.

2009-08-15T20:34:00.004+08:00

Feel like getting a haircut, but i'm lazy.
Quite motivated these few days, must do things asap before motivation disappears !
Going out tmr w/ mum, ain't sure if she's real serious this time :O
Hmm, baking cookies too ! :)
W/ sis and probably cousins :)
Doing maths statistics project now, hopefully i can get it done asap !
*winks

Happy happy, (L)

Bingo.

2009-08-14T20:15:00.002+08:00

Yay, jackpot, i'm having fever now.
Almost get chased home after assembly today by miss lim.
But i told her i dont want to miss lessons and training.
Hmm, 37.7 and i was chased to the office :(
Must wait for another half an hour before taking second temperature check.
So, second temperature check was 37.1
Passed, and went to comp lab 3 for maths lesson.

But now, .....

I'm - so - motivated :D
(and i've recovered!)
Hee, i don't know why too :P

Cruelty.

2009-08-13T20:17:00.003+08:00

Trg today, and was pretty tired, esp when you need to run rounds and rounds cause of (*)
LOL, taught juniors the rotation, and they're rather confused about it. :O
Eyes are rather puffy, both eyelids are battling, and eyelids are quite heavy. :S
Results back, not very satisfied w/ it. :(
Buck up, buck up...
Feeling feverish, hopefully i don't fall sick :'(

2009-08-12T08:34:00.003+08:00

I HATE MANO, HE SPAMMED MY BLOG.

ZZZZ.

WATCH OUT MANO.

balled after school.
helped out w/ the making of weights w/ ty, gigi, shan and klar.
the strings was long and we pulled the whole vb court.
then revised for bio.
LOL, bio is damn damn damn disgusting, :S
ZZZ, and my mother is damn irritating .
Called and scolded, same case for my sis.
Till then, bye.

H-4-M :)

Remorse

2009-08-11T20:15:00.003+08:00

Maths ct today was rather unpleasant. :(
Everything forget, tsk.
Hopefully the previous cts and mye will pull my grades up.
I WANT TO HAVE TUITION, LOL. (i'm just joking.)
Hmm, grandparents are planning to bring my family out to genting to play...
But it seems like i'm not interested at all .. :(
I-DONT-WANT-TO-GO... :'(

Why am i feeling this way?
Its so h-o-r-r-i-b-l-e, t-e-r-r-i-b-l-e.
I'm tired ...

2009-08-09T12:24:00.010+08:00

Enjoyed myself yesterday, though not feeling very good, esp w/ those irritating coughs.

Loves. (L)

Apologies

2009-08-08T12:47:00.003+08:00

C'Girls 09, always remembered. :)

Attending wedding dinner later @ Sentosa. :O
Though, i really feed bad.
I'm sorry, (if you're reading this).
I'm really sorry. :(

Drama mama

2009-08-07T17:53:00.005+08:00

Hmm, pretty tired now .
National day celebration @ school today morning.
Then played ball, till 12plus, i guess.
Oh, and to forget, team celebrated rachel's birthday today morning. :)
Hmm, then headed to Fairprice after playing ball.
Bought the ingredients then headed to my house for steamboat. :)
Gave a surprise for rachel (She thought that we're going to bake cookies at my house)
Haha, then rather lots of things happened during the steamboat.
Two, or rather 3, jokers were making fun and making us laugh like nobody's business. :)
Haha, another outing please !

United.

2009-08-06T20:53:00.002+08:00

Feeling much more united, as a class. :)
Once more, the feeling's better.
Common tests are over alr, and EOY's coming alr.
LTY KEEP ASK ME TO EMO BECAUSE OF HER, OMG OMG OMG.
I CRY CRY CRY, CHEYYYYY~

PS: I wont cry because of her :P

Tantivy

2009-08-04T21:09:00.005+08:00

Some eyes just can't stop staring & staring :O
&
I-just-cant-stop-coughing ):

Macs tmr ! :)

Awaiting.

2009-08-03T18:33:00.002+08:00

Good things doesn't happens everytime.
Treasure the chance whenever you have it.
Take the right action at the right time.
Don't regret. :)

Watched match @ Clementi today, then headed home :)
Hmm, didn't attended the history review class today.
All the best. :)

Loves (L)

Blasé.

2009-08-02T18:43:00.011+08:00

Everything's a lie, especially those words that came out from your mouth .
I hate you.
Life will change whenever you speak something.
What do you want ? Z.
You called me, and started to scold me from the minute that i said "hello".
Scolded and scolded, and said that you gave me 100% love, and whatsoever.
Bullshit, ZZZ.
Then you said "I treated you 100% well, then what did i get in return?"
I did not know how to answer, cause there's no answer to this question at all.
Or should i say, i don't wish to answer.
Then i told you, "Why are you telling me all these? What did i do exactly to make you say all these? I did no wrong!"
ZZZ, fed-up.

This was what my sis wrote on her blog:
"Do you treat me as daughter before ? When things go wrong , u always blame me for the wrongs. U say tt u love me 100% as a daughter , how do i ? How can i love you 100% as a mother when u use this kind of attitude to treat me, you make me very fuck up , if u really love me 100% as a daugter u wouldn't just put me aside and choose to go with him and see us one day per week or month. For me , i think tt u need us then u call us , u don need ask then kick us aside. Ya , u always not in the wrong and u are not unreasonable , is all us , is all our fault.
You are always correct , happy ? Is this what u want ? u make me feel like avoiding you and no mood to talk to you anymore ."

But, i know the fact that i'll stay happy, and will not be affected by whatever you say.

Frustration.

2009-08-01T12:49:00.002+08:00

WHY ARE YOU MAKING MY LIFE SO MISERABLE ?!? ):
And now, you're not only making my life miserable, but others too..
What do you want ? ):

Holding back ..

2009-07-30T19:41:00.001+08:00

Life has its ups and downs.
Emotions too ):
I really dont know what to do, i feel so troubled and vexed ):
Choosing the right decision is really really hard ....

:'(

Doubting..

2009-07-29T21:09:00.002+08:00

Peeps, stay tuned for my post tmr, ...
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For the nicest voice ever hear, (esp to class 2-1!)

2009-07-26T17:34:00.002+08:00

(L)

Stomach's been aching for the past two days. ):
It's totally unbearable.
Music project today @ Shandy's house.
Mano came to join us, then left her house at around 4 plus and headed to gekpoh w/ ty.
Well, perhaps having dinner at Kuishinbo later on.
Hmm, skipped lunch :O
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Great accomplishment :)

2009-07-25T19:57:00.004+08:00

Feeling blessed, alot alot :)
Thanks for the box of strepsils. :)

Hello peeps ! :)
Real busy these few weeks, w/ all the project works going on.
Not only that, there's also loads of homework to be done.
All the best, haha. :)
Oh, and there's something i wanna SPECIALLY say + dedicate to tingyee.

This is what i want to say to you (tingyee) :
"At times, there'll be troubles troubling you. But dont be afraid to say it out, and dont let the moodswings affect your feelings. Cause i know that team mates will always be there for you. :) I'll support you till the end, no matter what decision you make in the end, team and i will be here for you . :) Cheer up. "

2009-07-23T20:33:00.003+08:00

Just some things before i go :

thanks to those who cheered me up, and those who know the reason i cried today. :)
busy these few days, :X
my thumb, zzzz.

2009-07-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

半途而废 or 坚持到底 ?

(giving up halfway or persevering till the end?)

Making the right decision is very hard. ):

Almost fainted today, what happened to me ?
Im injuring myself again and again.
Thumb's perfectly alright, and yet, ...

2009-07-20T20:13:00.002+08:00

Rather busy these few weeks, will post when i'm not really busy. :)

In the meantime, takecare.
Loves.

2009-07-19T15:02:00.002+08:00

[click click !]

HAHAHAHA, I WON RONGZHOU :P
TSKTSK !

Hello peeps. (:
Out for dinner just now w/ sis, mum and mum's bf @ east coast park

Didnt talk much, but crapped alot w/ my sis.

We realised alot of things when we're at the restaurant. :)

Esp, related to those waiters and waitresses.
Haha, then headed back home. :)
Gotta rest early to prepare for school tmr. :)
Till then, bye :)

i always know, i always believe.

2009-07-18T21:36:00.003+08:00

"To live, is to love."

Hello peeps. (:
Hmm, firstly,
HAPPY 14TH belated BIRTHDAY KLARISSA CHIA !! :)
Thanks for being such a great friend who always give me advice in whatever i'm doing.
I really appreciate it alot alot alot !
Haha, all the best in everything you do. :)
This friend of yours will always be here if you need a pair of listening ears ! :)

Haha, went to celebrate klarissa's birthday w/ clique ! :)
Everyone was there, except for pam&shyangzhi .
Watched Harry Potter and the half blood prince.
Ending was rather sad, haha. :)
Then headed home after that. :)
Skipped dinner, :)
Had kfc w/ pam&ty @ kfc.
Talked alot alot. :D
Missed those times, when we sit down tgt and talked.
Esp at subway ! :)
Hopefully, there'll be another clique outing. A full one ! :D
Till then, bye :)

No matter what, (L)

2009-07-16T19:54:00.003+08:00

"We are made to persist. That's how we find out who we are."

-Tobias Wolff

Hello peeps. (:
Long day again @ school.
Art was rather boring, LOL.
And then had training after chinese lesson.
Chinese lesson today was quite a fruitful one, but there's homework that need to be submitted by tmr .
All the best to me. (:
Haha, training was rather fun at the start when me, klarissa, gigi and eunice played sr tgt. :)
Injured my left hand, at the back there. LOL.
Rather painful. ):
Hmmm, gotta go and start doing my homework alr. Z.
OH, i'm looking forward to the clique outing on sat ! :D
Potter potter ! :) Hee .
Till then, bye.

Cause i know it will always be you. (:

2009-07-14T19:47:00.002+08:00

"It is foolish to pretend that one is fully recovered from a disappointed passion. Such wounds always leave a scar."

Hello peeps. (:
Long day today & trainings are resumed. (:
Hmm, rather tired cause its like 2 weeks since we have trgs though i didnt do much during trg today.
Rather disappointed when something happened ):
Higher chinese after school today, then rushed for trg.
Had pe earlier on, then was grouped w/ ty and dave.
LOL, played monkey using handball. (:
Music project to be done by tmr.
To think about it, its rather saddening.
And, there's this one thing that may make me hate maths.
And that's the french curves thing w/ the graphs.
Omg, and i dont understand a single thing mr loh taught today :O
In deep trouble. ):
Till then, bye .

Thinking deep down, i know you'll be there, always. :)

2009-07-13T19:10:00.002+08:00

"Coming together is a beginning, staying together is progress, and working together is success."

-Henry Ford

Hello peeps. (:
Long day @ school today.
Had lessons all the way till 2.15pm when i slept at only 12.30am and woke up at 5am :S
Haha, but its worth it :P [you should know why]
Hmm, played ball today, pretty fun :)
Esp when you got those feelings when you received a spike well :)
Trainings are resumed, and not sure where we're going to train.
Hall, volleyball court or basketball court.
Knee's pretty pain right now, esp when i walk.
I wanna go tui my knee, but my grandparents don't allow ):
LOL, hopefully it can recover by itself, which is unlikely to happen.
So went back home w/ ty after playing ball.
'Weak' isnt here in school today again.
Takecare ! :)
Oh, and you, takecare too alright ? :P
Got pretty lots of homework to be done.
Hopefully can catch up, esp when this semester is so damn short and yet, we'll still be having end year examinations.
All the best people. :)
And maths graph is getting more and more difficult, w/ all the curves, and when i'm using french curves.
ZZZZ.
Till then, bye :)

Treasure.

2009-07-12T20:14:00.001+08:00

I dont know how to ; No longer anymore
H-3-M

2009-07-11T20:33:00.002+08:00

"There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness."

-Friedrich Nietzsche

Hello peeps. (:
Went to bugis today w/ lenice and my sis.
Pretty fun.
Leon and pam came to join me at bugis for a while then went off alr. :)
Bought tube dress and shoes at bugis. :)
Then went to imm to get my sis's stuffs.
I'm really very happy. :D
Heh, really blessed.
Then took cab home.
Am very tired now, haha. :)
Out the whole day, baking session tmr !
Tmr's the day :) (L)
Till then, bye

The reason is you.

2009-07-10T20:30:00.002+08:00

"To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead."

Hello peeps. (:
Haha, fruitful day cause my stamina didn't drop and i ran pretty well today ! :)
Ate @ Honey Lime w/ Fel, WEAK, Tingyee and Klarissa.
Been crapping there, then after that, went fairprice :)
Then outside fairprice, me and WEAK keep playing w/ the kids stuff , those books.
Damn gaoxiao, then walked back to school.
Balled, served w/ Klarissa :)
Then reached home and ran, till 7 plus (?)
Haha, then my sis and lenice scam me ):
They ran halfway then stop then when i ran finish, i wait for them at traffic light.
LOL.
Going bugis tmr ! :)
Till then, bye :)

2009-07-08T19:48:00.002+08:00

"Persevering is the first step to success to everything."

Hello peeps. (:
Lunch w/ lenice, tingyee and klarissa @ pizza hut :)
Hmm, waited quite long for the waiter to come and take out order >:(
Food came quite fast, then we began shopping around the whole jp to find something :)
Klarissa and tingyee went back first. Then lenice and i continued walking around.
Went to fetch cousin then headed back home.
Feel like running, thus, asked lenice to accompany me :)
Went to stadium, saw tingyee, lb, ht and shanshan :)
Balled and ran, but a few rounds only.
And lenice claims that she wins me.
Skills droppinggggggg, stamina toooooo ):
Must improve ! :D
Persevere, persevere, persevere. :D
Till then, bye :)

No one else, but you.

2009-07-07T19:39:00.003+08:00

"People with goals succeed, beacuse they knoe where they're going"

-Earl Nightingate

Hello peeps. (:
Heh, the quote above is given to me by miss lim. (:
Received encouragement letters today.
Thanks to those who gave me, i really appreciate it alot alot :)
Hmm, boring day today, where there's lessons the whole day.
Surprisingly, dt was rather fun today :)
Cracked jokes during mr ser's lesson, esp w/ the big joker, agnes :)
Then higher chinese in the afternoon.
It's a miracle that i can stay awake the whole day, listening to the lessons, w/o falling asleep.
Though, i did feel tired.
But who doesn't? Ain't i right ?
Hmm, hopefully going bugis asap to buy something :)
Knew 'bout something rather saddening, you know who you are, perhaps.
All i've got to say is that, we should treasure one another, and not till when the other's gone, then you start regretting .
Life's just like that; People will come in and out of your life.
But who knows?
Perhaps this person is someone whom you have been looking for.
Stop and think back of what you've did.
Cheer up ! :)

Till then, bye :)

You're the reason why, (:

Appreciate.

2009-07-06T19:28:00.004+08:00

"We can only learn to love by loving."

Hello peeps. (:
Spent almost the whole day @ Home watching Harry Potter DVDs. (:
Met ty w/ lenice @ pioneer mall , then bought mac breakfast and then headed to giant.
Went giant to buy chocolates, as usual, Van Houten (:
Hmm, then watched all the way till 6 plus (?)
Then tingyee went home.
My aunt joked w/ us by 'pranking' on someone halfway thru the movie marathon :)
Then i also knew something quite funny from my cousin. (:
Glendi told her 5 year old sister that "guai lan" = "cute".
Thus, the 5 year old girl told glendi and lenice, "I am very guai lan."
Then they begin to laugh their heads off.
Hmm, trainings are being suspended for another week, AGAIN
And w/ all this suspensions, my stamina will drop for sure.
And not to forget, my skills -.- ZZZ, when it isn't very good ):
Morning also cant serve balls. Ohmygod .
Nothing else to write about alr.
Till then, bye :)

Stay happily, cause we believe, forever. (:

2009-07-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

"Passion makes the world go round. Love just makes it a safer place."

Hello peeps. (:
Pretty cold day today, esp when you drink cold beverages when you're in an air-conditoned place.
LOL, rather tired, and i'm not sure why.
Haha, went to jp to have my dinner w/ my sis, my mum and her boyfriend.
Was very "lol" when i just board his car, LOL.
Headed to Ichiban Sushi, but the queue was very long.
Thus, headed to a chinese restaurant.
Ate a lil' only, esp 'quarreling' w/ my sis over which food was hers and which food was mine .
Haha, then i was her 'consultant' for the day :D
Pretty funny when she called me CONSULTANT sia (:
Cooooooooooooooooooool.
Movie marathon tmr ! :D
Harry potter, zomg, w/ ty in the morning. (:
Heh, hopefully i can wake up and meet her on time ! :P
Feel so positive these few days.

Start Afreshhhhhhhhhhhhhh (:

As each day goes by, i learn more and more, esp you (L)

2009-07-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

"Words and hearts should be handled with care, for words when spoken and hearts when broken are the hardest things to repair."

Hello peeps. (:
Quarreled w/ my mum today, yet again, i cried.
Ya, i cried, and i'm rather sick of it.
I didn't want it to happen but tears just flowed out itself.
ZZ, i just cant do anything to stop my tears from flowing out. ):
But hopefully, i can be a stronger person, a much more stronger person (:
Like the quote up there, we must think through first, before doing something.
Cause the consequences will be unbearable .
Movie marathon w/ ty on mon ! *happy happy*
Haha, rather excited, dont you, ty ? :D
What Miss Lim said was rather true - A girl's mind/brain is just like wires, very messy and complicated.
Because girls can talk from topic to another topic then to another then back to the first topic.
Haha, hmm, maybe i should treat life better ? :O
Like what my sis said,
"People live in this world is to be happy. So, live your life happily."
I should treasure my life and everything beside me.
Yes, i should. :)
Cause i don't want to die w/ regrets and regretting for the things that i've not done.
Thanks sis :D
Hmm, till then, bye :)

2009-07-03T18:34:00.002+08:00

"It's not how much we do, but how much love we put in the doing. It's not how much we give, but how much love we put in the giving."

Hello peeps ! (:
Am feeling very very very happy right now. *winks*
Heh, i wanna watch harry potter ! ):
Haha, and today is quite slack @ school !
2 hours of free period, :D
Chinese + IR, LOL.
then had science and maths before recess :)
ZOMG, hopefully dont miss anymore maths lesson alr .
And, hopefully history isn't on monday ! :O
Haha, cause missed quite alot alr.
School only started for 1 week, and yet, project work are still adding up to the pile of homework.
More and more.
And i really really really hope that cca will start next week.
My stamina dropped alot ! ):
Ran 1.6km yesterday during pe lesson .
Now having muscle aches , LOL.
Someone is having her retribution O:
10 TEES 10 TEES ! :D
Till then, bye :)

Cause you're the one that make me feel that way (:

2009-07-02T20:24:00.003+08:00

"Love yourself, and love the people around you."

Hello peeps. (:
Eating spaghetti now, haha.
self-made de, LOL.
Burnt and scalded myself while cooking it. :O
I WANNA WATCH HARRY POTTERRRRRRRR ):
but 16 july then out :X
ZZZ, i dont know what to post. ):
till then, bye, LOL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TVblWq3tDwY
go watch this !
haha, lol.
i find it no link lo :X

2009-07-01T19:43:00.003+08:00

"It's not what you want in life... It's knowing how to reach it."

Hello peeps. (:
Great day @ school today.
crapped alot w/ the relief teacher.
The boys in my class changed their names and lots of weird names came out.
Art lesson was pretty fun too.
Sankar told some of our classmates in a very fierce tone: "我要强奸你!" (I WANT TO RAPE YOU!)
All is kx teach him one.
Then the teacher got a few questions.

Q: How would you describe this artwork?
My group's answer: People in the older days, carry buckets over one's shoulder (samsui woman), like sankar.

Q: This artwork is found @ the Urban Development Authority - home of Singapore's planners; why do you think it is located there?
My group's answer: To let them know how the past people lived in Sivagurunathan (Sankar's surname).
Perry's group answer: Cause the government says so.

Q: From this artwork, what do you think we can find out about the past of Singapore?
My group's answer: Hardship of Mano.
Perry's group answer: Sexual discrimination.

LOL.
And i finally gotten my subway meal from glendi png ! :D
Haha, she keep disturb people otw to jp.
She waved frantically to the people on the bus.
Then went to subway and ate, then to fairprice xtra.
Wanted to bake cookies, but at last, decided to buy spaghetti and cook it tmr. (:
Then walked around jp to find something.
Bought alr then walk walk again (:
And glendi png keep disturb me sia.
Whenever she sees a jss people, she'll say he/she is my friend.
LOL. then she keep talk about a topic.
"MMCBM" & "YMCBM" & "YMCBC" & "MMCBC"
LOL ! Tsk.
School's really starting alr, w/ all the work that has to be done.
But due to the H1N1, there's alot of changes w/ the timetable -.-
Still got work to do, till then, bye :)

Thanks, thanks for everything. (:

2009-06-29T18:16:00.003+08:00

"Hardwork is gained by yourself."

Hello peeps. (:
First day of school, and it isn't a good thing for me, though.
ZZZZ, changed seating arrangements.
From the last row, changed to the first row.
Asked miss lim why, she said i must 'takecare' of aravinddddddddddddddddd.
ZOMG, i dont want la.
Its like so ....
Shall not talk about it.
Ayg torch relay today.
Pretty fun, and actually we thought we'll have a good show from (*),
but at last, didnt, due to some reasons. LOL.
Shandy, tingyee, you guys should know what good show refers to. LOL
Waiting for glendi png to reach my grandma house, so that i can start my dinner w/ her.
She still owe me subway meal. :D
Haha, by this week ! :P
Hmmmmmmmmmmm, science re-examinations today.
Pretty bored, cause i'm done withing 40 mins and im left w/ 1 hr ++
Hopefully can pass, if not, die die die. :S
And, i wanna serve ballssssssssssssssss. ):
Stupid H1N1, temperature taking = wait outside school gate -.-

Till then, byeeee :)

2009-06-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

Cause you wont ever know how i'm feeling;

And its very hurting to know that.

2009-06-27T20:28:00.002+08:00

"There'll always be a way out of everything, if you try and persevere."

Whole day out.
Tired, or rather, restless. :S
AYG preview @ indoor stadium today afternoon.
Rather bored, cause only dancing.
Only the skating part was rather funny.
Sat w/ joee on the left side, and on the right side, was wan yan :D
Haha, after the preview thing, went feast @ jp to have our 'lunch' w/ ty, klar and wanyan :D
Went home after that.
ZZZ, think i shall start studying soon, if not i wont be able to catch up when school reopens.

2009-06-26T17:00:00.004+08:00

Treasure, Treasure, Treasure.

Hello peeps. (:
Training today.
Been telling mates what i want during trg, LOL.
Then went to 'Honey Lime' (Fel called that), to eat our 'breakfast'. (:
Crapped there, talking about stuffs.
Fel asked me go search about this girl.
Go and read too. (:
http://www.trutv.com/library/crime/notorious_murders/famous/ramsey/index_1.html
Haha, then board 30 w/ tingyee, shandy and 'swan'. (:
'Laughing ng' took 246. LOL.
Headed to jp w/ tingyee.
Bought assesment books, out of my own will.
WOW, like so surprised -.-
Training was quite slack, w/ juniors.
ZZZ, the hot sun is like *&^%$#@! >:(
Retest on mon, and i haven start on anything yet.
PTT (tingyee taught me this, which is created by fel.)

Adapted from GLENDI PNG THE JOKER's BIG BIG blog. :D
"CLARICE TAN , SHE'S A COMPLETE SUCKER . HAHAHA , SHE KEEP WANNA EAT SUBWAY SHE DONWAN TO PAY FOR HERSELF ! NO LAA , JUST JOKING ! I STILL OWE HER SUBWAY FOR LUNCH ACTUALLY , TIS ISH A AGREEMENTS"

LOL, and fyi, i know that she loves me. :D
"Fxxx you!" Glendi said when i type that.
LOL, she's lame -.-
"Fxxx you!" There she goes again.

2009-06-25T19:58:00.006+08:00

Will ending my life solve the problem?

It seems like nothing goes my way.

You talked&talked, but you dont ever gave me a chance to speak, AT ALL.

What's the meaning of this?
I'd rather die, so that i wont trouble anyone of you anymore.

Isn't it? If you want me to die so desperately, just say.
Why must you turn one big round and shoot me back?
Why, why, why?

There's really no point.
No point, at all.

And, i dont know why i'm still crying over this matter. )':
.
.

.
Hmmmmm, shall starve myself to death then, since i've alr skipped my lunch+dinner today.

2009-06-24T17:38:00.007+08:00

Click :D

Click :D

Hello peeps. (:

enjoyed myself today w/ agnes, yunyi, qianyi, Priscilla, joey and Christina (:

it’s a pity that mok didn’t come.

agnes didn’t took her medication so she’s mad for the whole day.

ghost movie @ yunyi’s house.

before that, they cooked except for me and qianyi.

we slacked in the living room :P

watched ‘Campus Ghost Stories’.

Agnes they all keep screaming, then qianyi go pull my hair :S

After movie, washed the plates.

spaghetti are being burnt when they’re cooking cause the pot is too small and the spaghetti was burnt.'

oh, and agnes keep claims that she’s the director of the ghost movie.

haha ! headed to gekpoh after that and went to the night market nearby.

bought some stuffs then yunyi accompanied us to the bus stop before wg.

lastly, thanks Christina for the pictures! (:

Training tmr, rest early !

& good thing !

science re-test is being postponed ! :O

2009-06-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

The reason for the smile on my face is you.

2009-06-21T16:25:00.005+08:00

"Learn to treat things at a different angle."

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Boring day, rotting @ home :O
Yayyyyyyyy, i want tmr to come faster ! :D
And not to forget wed ! (:
Agnes ! Hopefully you can still remember what mrs ong taught you during HE lessons ! :D
Haha, and i can predict that it will be fun on wed, when all of us meet up tgt :D
Training on tuesday please !
Getting rather lazy these few days when there's no trainings. O:
Oh, and study session again ! But not at library, definitely !
And Ms Chang ! You better be back, if not i will not take literature when i'm in sec 3 and 4 ! O:
You promised to be back by jan next year ! :D
Hmm, shall be back to myself. "Happy-go-lucky" O:

I want to go work asap ! :D
Trainings are going to be resumed on tues !
Triple yays ! :D
Haha, and shandy is so so so kiasu ! O:

Clarice:
*haha, btw, when you wanna go work ? O:
*we go tgt.
*w/ yx and ht.

SHANDY TAN:
*haha. i dk. they say tues after training go photocopy, then can start work already
*haha
*anw, for the tuition de survey,
*we have to go eunos.

Clarice:
*Omg, so far?
*-.-
*that one good deal lei.
*heard from yx.

SHANDY TAN:
*haha, ya, $3 man :D
*but very difficult.
*must do door to door

Clarice:
*actually quite easy. :D
*Haha

SHANDY TAN:
*no lor!

Clarice:
*But MUST eunos ah ?

SHANDY TAN:
*how are you gg to find so many ppl who want tuition?!
*haha. ya. preferred place.

Clarice:
*Haha, then can go other places ma?

SHANDY TAN:
*hahaha.hmm..
*i think should be can
*but eunos is better

Clarice:
*O:
*very far lei :S

.....

Clarice:
*Btw, from lakeside, eunos is 19 stations away O:

SHANDY TAN:
*hahah. ya. it's very far.
*LOL!

Clarice:
*19 stations leyyyyyyyy ~
*Not far cai guai.
*HAHA.

SHANDY TAN:
*HAHAH.
*ya can sleep all the way!
*nono!
*on train we can ask ppl help us do survey!!!
*hahahahaha

Clarice:
*Haha !
*Kiasu lei you !
*Later you die die le.
*See my bloggg ~

SHANDY TAN:
*train got so many ppl
*wont waste time when travelling over mah!

HAHAHA, see !
Shandy tan is so kiasuuuuuuuuuuuu ~
HAHAHA :D

Till then, bye :D

2009-06-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

"Be contented with whatever you have, treasure."

Went to school to ball w/ ms chang, shandy, joee and tingyee.
Left school at around 12 plus.
Ate dinner at 900 plus there.
Celebrated fathers' day. (My grandpa) LOL.
Dad wasn't there, i think he dont want to go. LOL.
ZZZ, hopefully my mum will allow me to go to find agnes they all on weddddd :D
Haha, and currently, my uncle is being mad cause he keep say: "Give me a hell, yea!"
LOL, and he smsed this to my sister and cousin.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ,
I miss trainings.
Trainings please.
Hopefully Sg wont be another "dangerous country".
LOL, if not alert go up to red O:
Then if go up to red, then i think going to stop school.
Trainingsssss ):

Till then, bye.
Craps.

2009-06-19T18:25:00.002+08:00

"To love someone, is better then being loved."

Hello peeps. (:
Back from jurong point + library trip w/ jiahui, yixuan, rachel and huiting.
Haha, study session @ library, then we're chased outtttttt.
I think due to H1N1, LOL.
74 cases in Sg alr.
OMG, very serious.
Heard from huiting that the 74th person gotten H1N1 in Sg.
ZZZ, was so into doing my homework then chased out.
Jiahui ! Learn to 冷静 when you're playing audi ! :D
Haha, then after that, went to jp and shopped around.
Went macs to buy ice cream then to arcade.
Jiahui played the music thing thing, then we all looked at her playing.
Then shopped around @ jp.
"相亲相爱!"
Haha, then seniors went to eat ji de chi.
Me and rachel went home first.
Then went to fetch my cousin, LOL.
Going out later again to buy something :D
Shall stop here then.
Bye :D

2009-06-18T18:09:00.002+08:00

“Trust is like a vase.. once it's broken, though you can fix it the vase will never be same again.”

Trainings are going to stop.
Will miss trainings very much.
People are like that;
They'll only treasure and know the importance of some things only after they lose it, just like me.
People will only know the true meaning of life only when they experienced something.
A thing that will make them know and remember forever.
But sometimes, you need to take a break.
Stop, and think back of whatever that you've done and re-think and reflect everything you've done upon yourself.
Learn from your mistakes, cause everyone tends to make mistakes.
No one's perfect. No one.
Start now, look ahead at whatever you have and be contented with whatever you have now.
Dont regret when you lose something cause that feeling is unbearable ):

2009-06-17T19:30:00.003+08:00

Am i the one that gives up on myself first?
Or should i just reflect everything that i've done upon myself?

Motivationnnn, i neeeeeeeeeeed you ):
Temptation please leaveeeeeeee

2009-06-16T14:48:00.005+08:00

"A man who doesn't trust himself can never really trust anyone else."

Hello peeps. (:
Now at pm's macs studying w/ ty.
Haha, really ought to start revising.
Lazy to post about the things that happened yesterday.
Overall = fun (:
But didnt had water fight.
One last thing before i end.

Sony ericsson facts made by jiahui
W = walkman
C = cybershot
G = giraffe
K = king kong
& lastly, .....

J = Jiahui

You dont trust us, and yet, starts to give those negative comments.
I dont know how to start all over again. ):

You cant even put a single trust in me.
If you dont, who will ?
I really dont know what to do ):
I cried and cried, and you just dont know how i
feel.
Moreover, i am your ...
.....
daughter..

2009-06-14T15:56:00.002+08:00

People, i've lost all my contacts.
Please give me your numbers thru sms, or sms my number and tell me who you are.
Thanks.

P.S: I'm still using the old number. Ask me for it on msn if you dont know.

----

Hello peeps (:
Went to take my new phone + sim card today.
Sentosa outing tmrrrrrrrrrrrr ! :D
Looking forward to it.
Gang bang ! :P
Went to jp today.
Had ljs for lunch w/ sis, then went shopping at jp.
Bought few things, and my sis is trying to get alot of free stuffs from me.
LOL, haha.
Klarissa called me and told me that she saw me @ popular.
Take care klarissa. (:
Went home, started to send the songs into the phone.
Lost all of my contacts so please tell me your number (:
Thanks, thanks, thanks. :D
Alright, shall go rest now. (:

2009-06-13T17:16:00.007+08:00

"Anyone who stops learning is old, whether at twenty or eighty."

You'll only learn each time you fall.
There's a chinese saying that goes like this,
"失败乃成功之母"
We shouldn't give up esp after each time we fall. (:
We should learn from our mistakes and try harder the next time.
Cause i know that i ain't giving up, and i'll try my best.

And, you told me that you're going to do that.
For goodness sake, how am i going to live on if you're really going to do that.
Z, you told me you want to hear what i'm troubling about.
And yet, you dont wish to know at all.
Whenever i'm about to say it, you dont care, AT ALL.
Please, just say that you don't wish to hear at all.
Don't waste my breath talking all these to you, when you don't even bother.

Half of the hols has alr passed, and i'm not done w/ my assignments yet.
Ought to reflect on myself, esp when so much things have happened during this hols.
All the tears especially.
I think i ought to "thank" you for letting me cry for you.

Things to note:
1. Complete all assignments asap.
2. Save moneyyyyyyyy (!)
3. Get that thing asap !
4. Revision for science !
5. Return Eunice's jacket by tues !

Self-reflect.

2009-06-12T19:32:00.002+08:00

"Because I have loved life, I shall have no sorrow to die."

Hello peeps. (:
Training today.
Homeworks ain't done yet :S
Haha, shall chongggggggggggggg :X
All the best to me then.
Raining outside now, freezing cold ):
Alright, nothing to post alr, LOL.
Bye (:

H-2-M ! :D

2009-06-11T19:25:00.003+08:00

"The most essential thing, is to know who you are yourself."

Hello peeps ! (:
Training today, and after training, headed to vivo with tingyee and shandy ! (:
Haha, was planning to get my HOT PINK bag but at last, decided the black one.
TSK, and i was being mad, telling tingyee and shandy everything i saw that's HOT PINK.
HAHAHA, sentosa trip on mon ! :D
Yixuan ! Watch out ! GANG BANG ! :P
Haha, then rushed down to jp to meet glendi and lenice to watch movie.

Drag me to hell.
Haha, i bet tingyee is very jealous of me now ! :D
I was covering my face with my hands most of the time.
And there's this joker (glendi) who said : "Oh oh oh !" very loudly when the person says that the ghost is coming (?)
Then everyone laughed.
HAHA, then someone sneezed very loudly !
Glendi was screaming most of the time, and i was very irritated at her and said this to her.
" Shut up la! "
And now, she's pestering me to go down to 7-11 to buy slurpee.
Haha ! And on the way back, glendi keep say vulgarities which made many people to look at her .
TSK.
(Yay ! Tmr's the day ! )

Haha, till then, bye ! :D

2009-06-10T12:40:00.007+08:00

~~I'm crying silently..~~
~~Trying to fall asleep..~~

~~All stressed up.. ):~~

Learning to be strong;
And that's when i tried to let go of everything, but i cant.

2009-06-09T15:01:00.012+08:00

"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."

Hello peeps. (:
I'm now at pioneer mall's mac w/ lim tingyee.
WANYAN is coming over later.
Haha, kbox tmr. And i'm not sure if i wanna go anot.
Tingyee keep ask me to go. Haha (:
Should i or should i not?
Broke alr. :S
Saving $$$$$ for the hot pink bag !
I'm shivering like hell now ):
ITS DAMN FREAKING COLD INSIDE HERE. ZZZZ.

[/edited]
Haha, i'm back ! (:

OMG, I'M SO CRAZY ABOUT HOT PINK NOW.

LOL, HAHAHA, I'M MAD :P

Cant wait till thurs when i'm on my way to buy that hot pink adidas backpack !

HAHAHA, I'M TEMPTING YOU, SHANDY TAN WANYAN ! :P

Haha, am ranting out now.

How are we going to prove ourselves when you dont give us a chance?
ZOMG, just one time, and we'll try to treasure it.

JUST ONE. ):

SHANDY TAN ! Bring water guns !
Lets bang bang yixuan on monday ! :P
Yixuan admitted that she's old ! O:
Haha, and she's going to construct one big water gun to come and bang bang us ! (:

Hmm, lets see how useful it will be ! O:
Yixuan, relax while you're reading this ! :P
And, i'm not tempted by your "pig barbiedoll bag" ! O:

HOT PINK, HOT PINK ! (:

2009-06-08T19:20:00.003+08:00

"There is no remedy for love but to love more."

Hello peeps (:
Back from shopping @ vivo + jp.
Haha, quite fun but tiring though.
Went vivo w/ sister and cousin, then tingyee joined us after that.
Had ljs for lunch. Was expecting to see Hans @ vivo so that we can have our lunch @ Hans, but to our disappointment, there's no Hans @ vivo ):
Then, ate ljs. Talked while eating.
Shopped after that. Went FOX to buy tanktops. LOL.
Then walked around and went into adidas shop.
ZOMG, i want that pink/red backpack.
I'm going to get it on thurs w/ tingyee ! :D
Its very nice and though, it was found at the kids section if im not wrong.
Gonna save money ! (:
Haha, and i found out that tingyee gets tempted by me quite easily !
We just had our lunch at ljs and before we left vivo, we went to candy empire.
And she was tempted by all the sweets and chocolates there ! :P
Plus, i tempted her w/ subway cookies and meals ! :P
Haha, then went to jurong point and accompanied my sister to buy somethings.
LOL, crapped alot though. :P
Training tmr ! Going to rest ! (:
Bye . (:

2009-06-07T11:32:00.004+08:00

"The big secret in life is that there is no big secret. Whatever your goal is, you can get there if you're willing to work hard."

Hello peeps ! (:
Haha, i'm very bored staying at home :S
Going vivo tmr !
YES YES YES !
I wanna shop :D
Haha, and to tingyee !
Dont think that you didnt cheer me up la ! (:
Ain't sure what to do now, except for chatting on msn.
ZZZZ.
Short post, bye .
LOL.

Incomplete family portrait..

2009-06-06T19:41:00.003+08:00

"Adopt the pace of nature: her secret is patience."

Hello peeps. (:
I guess i'm alright ?
After going thru so much, so much, i finally know who's really there. (:
Thanks people, thanks for cheering me up.
But once again, my mum called me when i reached home just now.
She asked me if i were to blame her that she didnt accompany me during the weekends.
And i said "No." in a firm tone.
Haha, i guess i shall not bother much about family matters anymore.
Afterall, even if i care, do they care?
No right ? Haha, so i might as well not care about them. (:

My mum called me just now and asked me the same question again.
Mum: Eh, you is it got alot of troubles ?
Me: No ah? Why lei?
Mum: If you got troubles, you must tell me lei. Treat me as your good friend.
Me: LOL, you very random eh. Why suddenly ask me this?
(Silence)
Me: Is it because of my phone?
Mum: Ya, your phone like got alot of scratches.
Me: (Interrupt) So you think that i got alot of troubles and throw my phone thus causing the scratches ah?
Mum: Ya.
Me: Dont think so much la. (-.-)

Haha, ya, i ought to start my hols homework soooooooooooooooooooooooooon.
But when? O:
I've got no M-O-T-I-V-A-T-I-O-N ! ):

2009-06-05T16:34:00.003+08:00

I'm very sad, and i don't know why.

AND PLEASE NOTE THAT MY SIM CARD IS NOT WITH ME CURRENTLY.
SO PLEASE DONT SMS ME TO THAT NUMBER.
ANYTHING, ASK ME FOR ANOTHER NUMBER CAUSE I'M USING ANOTHER ONE CURRENTLY.

You called me once again to talk about my dad.
Ya, whats wrong with him ?
Dont tell me that you've nothing wrong ?
Argh, i really can't stand this anymore.
This kind of thing always happen when i just reached home .
EVERY SINGLE TIME.
ZZZZ, am i just not fated to go home or its the fact that i shouldn't go home?
Once again, you told me about this particular uncle.
Oh, how "wonderful" he is, right?
Fine, i admit that he treats both me and my sister very well.
But i just cant accept the fact that he got those "face" to be w/ you .
I just cant accept. You told me that i should understand you more.
But i just cant. Really, i cant.
Argh, i think you guys should know what happened to my parents by now.
Ya, they're divorced.
How sad isnt it?
I dont feel any parental love from you guys at all.
Perhaps i did, but i seriously think that you guys are neglecting me.
I still cant forget how you guys celebrated my birthday when i'm a toddler.
I just cant forget the last family photo that we took.
Candid family portrait.
when will be the next one? (which is quite impossible...)

Can everything just stop?
I really need a break. ):
I'm tired...

2009-06-04T19:31:00.005+08:00

Why does everything seems so pointless and meaningless ?
I've been trying not to think so much for the past few years,
And yet, i cant.
Breakdown, i cant take it anymore. :'(

Uncle this, uncle that.
I really cant take it.
Have you ever thought of my feelings?
Not everyone knows how i'm feeling right now.
Its a terrible feeling. My heart really hurts alot alot.
Neglecting me, thats what the both of you have been doing .
I really had enough of this, really.
14 years alr.
Am i just being sensitive or is it the fact that you guys have been really neglecting me and my sister ?

What else can i really do other than crying?
I've not bathe yet as i went out the whole day w/ tingyee.
Subway, Vivo, Jp.
First thing i did when i reached home was to call my mum.
Next thing, i cried.
Third thing, i called my dad.
Fourth thing, i still cried.

It just seems that no matter what i do, just cant seem to cure the thing at all.
I'm just useless.
Failure in everything i do..
No one can ever really really understand me well.
Perhaps, im the one..
The one that's stubborn..
I really feel like giving up everything, including my life..

Where's my fighting sprits ? ..
It's time to wake up, clarice.

2009-06-03T14:10:00.002+08:00

Mám skúsiť si myslieť, že
men faktum fortsatt den samme
Sa oled see, kes valutab mulle kõige
Али, ја донт уму
заподіяти ви те, що мені подобається самої

No matter what, life still have to go on .

2009-06-02T22:06:00.000+08:00

Which one is better ?

2009-06-02T20:34:00.002+08:00

"Adversity does teach who your real friends are."

Hello peeps. (:
Fever subsided, 37.3 degrees now.
Was 37.9 degrees when i left training for home .
Woke up at 5.45am today then went to meet tingyee at interchange and i was late ! :S
AND, SHE KEEP TEMPT ME W/ STUFFS THESE FEW DAYS CAUSE I'M SICK AND I CANT EAT ALOT OF THINGS.
Then i told her that i only want to recover soon. (:
Haha, coughing is still very bad. Throat too.
I wanna specially thanks those people in the training today. (:
Thanks, thanks for concerning about my health (:
Thanks, thanks and thanks ! :D
Shall go and rest more now !
Done w/ one maths paper and it seems like i ought to start revision asap :S
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

2009-06-01T20:28:00.002+08:00

"If you believe you can win, you can."

Went to the polyclinic just now.
Was coughing badly and didnt know that my fever came back. ):
Took temperature @ polyclinic, 38.1 degrees.
Took my temperature for 4 times. :p
Haha, then i need to wear the maskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
ZZZZZ.
Then waited for my turn to see the doctor.
I swear i was praying hard that i wont contract swine flu .
Training tmr (:
Hope that my fever will subside by tonight.
Oh, and the doctor fell asleep just now !
Haha, i was laughing !
He was holding onto his computer's mouse then he closed his eyes and fell asleep!
Haha, it was damn funny ! (:
Throat's damn pain now ):
Asked for syrup as medicine and yet, they still give me tablets.
ZOMG, i dont know how to swallow eh.
(Or should i say i dont dare ? )
Ha, bye peeps ! (:

2009-06-01T09:17:00.002+08:00

On the phone now (:
Coughing quite badly.

Maybe going to polyclinic later after lesson ):

Training tmr, hopefully i can still run as i'm coughing now .

Temperature have finally went down, 37.6 degrees (:

Shall go and rest now before going to school for lesson.
Bye peeps (:

2009-05-31T16:44:00.001+08:00

38.8 degrees now :S

2009-05-31T12:16:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps. (:
I'm having a fever now :S

ZZZZZZZZZZZ.

And another thing,

My phone is spoilt.

I cant press the navigation buttons, the red and green button, the options button, the shortcut button ..

So, if you guys sms me, i wont know who you are as i cant press anything to see.

And i cant answer phone calls and reply back your smses.

So sorry .

Will let you guys know again when my phone's okay. (:

Went to airport yesterday.

Thai coach's last trg w/ us.

And yet, i didnt perform well. ):
I fell sick after his training.

Cried at airport when he was about to leave.

Pam went to hug him.
Everyone didnt want him to go .

Coach, i will always remember you.

2009-05-29T20:14:00.003+08:00

"That which we do not call education is more precious than that which we call so."

What can i do within such a short period of time?
Having re-test for science during hols. Z. :S
Hope i dont fail it again.
& oh, i might as well bang the wall cause i failed art.
Z. I'm so frustrated.
And bothered bout some things but felt much more better after telling it to tingyee, klarissa and rachel :)
Thanks mates ! (L)

Last training with coach tmr.
I'm going to put in my very best.
Didn't perform well today during his training.
Sorry coach, i let you down. ):
Fetching coach to airport tmr then heading for steamboat .
Sad thing or happy thing ?
Good news or bad news ?
Time really flies.

After what i've seen on my report book, i think i ought to reflect it on myself.
Class position: 19/38
Level position: 116/192
ZZZ, how suckish can that be ?
Am i just not those study type, or am i just plain lazy ?
Clarice, wake up.
I NEED MOTIVATION ):

2009-05-27T19:39:00.004+08:00

"Be faithful in small things because it is in them that your strength lies."

Hello peeps. (:
Yay, i'm trying to persuade ms chang to stay and she say she'll think about my opinion cause i made a deal w/ her :D
Haha, hopefully she'll stay and i shall do what i've promised her (:
Nothing much today.
Stayed back after school to self train w/ tingyee.
LOL, and she kept laughing. (:
Then went to meet glendi png the joker @ jp.
LOL, then treat her to pizza hut.
Inside pizza hut, this joker kept saying vulgarities quite loudly.
LOL, and she laughed quite loudly too.
Then went to shop and find something :)
Bought bubble tea then saw my sister @ interchange.
LOL, we chase after her cause we want to see if * was there :P
Hee, shall not crap too much.
Bye ! (:

2009-05-25T09:42:00.006+08:00

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&, i'm finally done blogging (:
Hee, update later on when i reach home !

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NO MOOD TO POST CURRENTLY. Z.

2009-05-24T21:05:00.003+08:00

"We cannot direct the wind, but we can adjust our sails."

Hello peeps. (:
I'm freaking tired. Really.
Muscle aches ! :S And i cant seem to walk up and down the stairs properly.
This wednesday, like finally ! :D
Going out w/ this freaking person called glendi png :D
HAHAHA. Next time is your turn to treat me uh ! :P
Thought of some things along the way back.
Thought of the trainings that we usually had at nyjc and alot of other things. (:
Good memories, though.

Went to east coast park today to celebrate shawn's birthday.
Happy 14th Birthday Shawn !
Be more mature la ! TSK.
Then played ball with klarissa, tingyee and pam.
Didn't do much there.
Then headed to macs w/ klarissa first.
Told her something. Haha, it was pretty funny. (:
Then pam and tingyee joined us after that.
Macs, then cabbed to bedok interchange.
And oh, we took almost 2 hours to reach east coast park cause we took bus 30 and we were quite lost.
LOL.

Took train home w/ pam and tingyee.
And i realised that i seriously got no balancing skills.
NOT AT ALL.
CAUSE I SEEMED TO BE FALLING DOWN ALMOST EVERYTIME THE TRAIN STOPS.
LOL. AND, PAM AND TINGYEE WILL BE THERE, LAUGHING AT ME.
AND THEY WILL START TO SAY THAT I'M GONG.
LOL ! NO LOGIC LA. TSK.

Long day ! (:
And, i ought to get a good rest.
School tmr !
Till then, bye ! :P

Oh, as i promised you guys yesterday, i'll be uploading something for you guys to see !
Felicia's candid ! :P
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2009-05-23T20:37:00.006+08:00

"Shared joy is a double joy; shared sorrow is half a sorrow."

Hello peeps (:
Just back from dinner w/ family today.
Celebrated my grandma's chinese birthday.
LOL.
And there's this person, who is very ungrateful.
I'm having muscle aches all over my body and yet, i went to the mrt station to find her.
And guess what ? She pointed the middle finger at me when she first looked at me .
LOL. TSK.

Outing tmr, celebrating shawn's birthday.
Sleep earlier tonight ! (:
HEE.

Oh, and before i forget !
I wanna show you guys an animation of someone's candid taken by shandy ! (:
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(will post it soon )

2009-05-22T19:29:00.004+08:00

Hello peeps.
Went to watch Night at the Museum 2 yesterday.
Pretty nice. Esp those monkeys.
They were very cute :)

Training today w/ thai coach.

Missed him alot. Haha.

Mostly were physical and basic skills.

Haha, pretty tiring, but i promised that i wont complain anymore (:
Tmr having training with him again (:
But very early :S

LOL. HAHAHA, PIG. :P

Oh, and we gotten back our results today.

2 fail, OMG.

And i cant believe that i've only gotten 6pathetic marks out of 20 marks for my chi listening compre. :S

Eng : B4
Lit : A2
Maths : A1
Home econs : A2
Chinese : C5
History : D7
Geog : C6
Science : D7
Higher Chinese : C6

And someone gotten straight As in my class.

OMG, i wonder how she do that.

My brain cant work well anymore.

Well, dont bother about it anymore .
Z.

Hee, okay, i shall go and bathe and sleep, perhaps (?)
(:

2009-05-20T19:46:00.006+08:00

Team outing today at Sentosa. (:
Had fun. Though they birthday bashed me.
Everyone was there, but only felicia.
HAIZ ):
Not a complete team outing ):

If only Felicia was in this photo, it'll be great! (going back home that time)

The one in white is SHANDY TAN WAN YAN. She's trying to kill me in the water. LOL.

Birthday bash !

Birthday bash !

On the way to sentosa, while waiting for the monorail there.

Shandy la, keep take take take.

Take people's candid.
Haha, like stalker sia :P

People emo also want to take, TSK.

Felicia didnt come today w/ us.

Everyone was extremely disappointed ):

Reached tingyee's house at 7am.

Make breakfast for team. (:
Scalded my hand, LOL !

Haha, then met them at mrt station late :P

Then went to sentosa.

Had fun. I was very tired though.

Played in the water. And rachel was being forced to take off her clothes first.

Then shandy and pam took out too.

Then i was forced too, and took it out reluctantly.

Haha, then i was the first one to bathe.

Then when i came out of the toilet, my phone button cant press.

Then i thought spoilt, then very sad ):
But then someone asked me to hit my phone.
Then outside 7-11, i go bang and hit my phone.

LOL, then my phone okay alr.

HAHA. (:

Then went vivo, ate ljs w/ pam, tingyee, rachel, shandy and chingwen.

We sat outside, then we suddenly chat about something.

And i realised that we shared something in common.
Haha, many things did really happen ever since we're in sec 1s.

OMG, THEN ON THE WAY HOME. I REGRETTED.

ZZZZ.
Rachel asked us to take mrt home but we dont want.

So me, chingwen, tingyee, pam and shandy took bus 30.

Then, when chingwen alighted that time, we didnt know.

We are all sleeping like pigs. LOL.

Then she suddenly smsed us. She say our bus broke down.
Then we wake up and looked.

INDEED, IT BROKE DOWN. -.-

WTH, THEN EVERYONE ALIGHT.

NO WONDER THE BUS STOP SO LONG LA.

ZZZ.

Then me, shandy, tingyee, pam went to the rock there and sit down.

HAHA, then we started throwing rocks ! :P

LOL ! Then squeezed in the next next 30 bus. (:

Then went jp, bought donuts and bubble tea.
LOL, i've got something to say before i end my post.

SHANDY TAN WAN YAN'S

WATER PIPE IS DAMN DAMN SMALL ! :P

For more pictures, go to shandy's blog ! (:
But im not sure if she's done with her blogging alr anot. :p

When you learn to look at things at a different view and angle,
maybe what you learn will be different.

2009-05-19T21:00:00.003+08:00

"The will to win is worthless if you do not have the will to prepare."

Hello peeps. (:
Went to queensway today, spent the whole day there.
Went to look around for backpacks, but sadly, i dont like anyone of them ):
Then went to ikea. "i-key hor, lum ? "
Haha, then shopped around. Playing w/ the little kid things.
Took 198 back to jp and shopped at jp.
Then went home.
LOL.
Suprisingly, my mum let me out tmr ! (:
Sentosa ! Team ! (:
YAYYYY (:
It's been long ever since we went out as a whole team, maybe not even once?
Cause almost every outing, there'll surely be someone who can't come. ):
Rest early tonight yo. Surprise tmr for team ! *winks at tingyee!*
Hee, love you guys !

2009-05-18T13:55:00.011+08:00

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Firstly, i would like to thanks the following people who wished me happy birthday.
Caleb, jeff, shawn, shandy, yihao, tingyee, yonghui, pam, yeeann, sean, glendi, felina, klarissa, weishi, jinjin, leyuan, abloy, jme, ginnie, hengwei, kaixin, kimberly, TAN PEI QI AGNES and team mates (:
(i may forget out some! :P)

thanks so much people, for making today such a memorable day for me (:
I will not ever ever forget today - 18th May 2009

Thanks team mate. Thanks for everything.
I'm very touched by whatever you all have gave in, and put in so much effort, just to celebrate my birthday.
Thanks for cake, although there were some leftover, which was attacked by ants in class 2-1 :P
Haha, and thanks for everything.

Esp, TIEW CHING WEN.
YOU BETTER WATCH OUT :P
HAHA. CAUSE YOU FOOLED ME BY BUYING THE MAGIC RELIGHTING CANDLES, WHICH I SPENT A LONG TIME BLOWING IT OUT AND YET IT KEEPS RELIGHT. AND FELICIA WAS LAUGHING HER HEADS OFF TOO !

Thanks everyone. Thanks for the presents.
I really love it alot alot (:
Thanks to everyone who made this day possible.
Love you guys ! (:

Thanks everyone once again, for making my these 13 years a nice and unforgetable one.
Many things happened.
Sad, happy and other stuffs.
Emotional (?), im not sure.
But for now, i'm very sure that i'm feeling very contented, knowing that my friends and team mates will always be there for me, to celebrate w/ me. (:
These 13 years, many things really happened.
MANY MANY. TOO MUCH TO BE COUNTED.
But i guess i'll just let bygones be bygones.
For i, know that my friends will be there for me (:

These 13 years have made me gone through a lot of things.
I know that good friends are hard to make.
And a long lasting friendship that is strong is very difficult too.
After all that had happened, i know that we must really treasure everything.
Like what happened when thai coach left us.
I didnt really treasure the time that we spent w/ him during his trainings.

And now, i'm really gonna treasure everything that i have now (:
I really do treasure friendships from now,
Ever since what had happened yesterday.
Tingyee should know as i'm feeling very .. (?)
And to felina, cheer up okay ? (:
Haha, you asked me to smile everyday, so i hope that you will also smile everyday (:

Time really flies..
I'm 14 years old now.
Thinking back, I'm only a small kid then :P
Dont think I've changed alot :P

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When I'm only 1 year old (LOL)

hehe, i'm very lazy to upload the videos.
so, just go to shandy's blog and look at the videos.
BUT, please dont laugh. (:

2009-05-17T09:59:00.005+08:00

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"Cleverness is not wisdom."

Hello peeps (:
YAY, 2 MORE PAPERS DOWN. I SHALL 'REN REN REN' !
Maths, then science.
I'm going to subway later w/ Tingyee and then down to study @ pioneer mall ! (:
Die die also must know everything about science.
I think i shall just practice some mathematics questions, & i'll start revising science.
By hook or by crook, i must know everything about physics today (:
Then tmr, i will start on biology and chemistry (:
Motivation, Motivation, Motivation, Motivation !
雨过天晴 !
Hopefully, all the misunderstandings will be solved (:

Hmmm, yixuan, im having subway for lunch later.
Are you tempted ? :P
Haha, but if you're not, its okay.
I'll try to think of some other things that will tempt you ! :P

I H-A-T-E S-C-I-E-N-C-E ..

Enjoy the last 3 hours of my 13-year-old life (:

and i shall be 14..
how saddening it is to turn 1 year older..

AND, SHANDY TAN WAN YAN
PLEASE SEE HOR.
14 YEARS OLD.
NOT 140 YEARS OLD.
OLDER THAN ME STILL DONT ADMIT.
TSK.

AND, FELINA SIM !

I WANT MY FREE SHOW TMR ! :D

2009-05-16T11:09:00.005+08:00

"Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think."

Hello peeps :)
Its going to be oh-so-boring day today.
Haha, hopefully, subway tmr w/ tingyee & pam :)
So, i think i shall do my revision for science today and i can slack tmr :D
Yeah, and my stomach hurts these few days.
Not sure what's the problem w/ it.
Z.
AND, i wanted to sleep for awhile (nap) yesterday,
But there's this 5 year old kid, who keep disturb me :S
She keep coming to my bed, and make my hair etc etc.
Z.
Got a wake up call from someone and i decided to sleep for another hour again :P
And got another wake up call from the same person.
Haha, i want bubble tea.

I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
I want bubble tea.
(Yixuan, dont tempt me w/ it :S )

Actually, you can't say that higher chinese paper 2 yesterday was easy.
Pretty hard, esp the comprehension passages.
Ohmy, there's at least 3-4 questions which i don't really understand :S
Wish me all the best then. For science, especially.
And, i heard someone said this yesterday.
"蚂蚁真可爱!" (Ants are so cute!) - direct translation
Haha, some of you should know who said that.
OMGOMGOMG, HAHA, I laughed when i heard that coming out of her mouth :P
Haha, and she went closer to the ants to look at them.
YAY, MYE is going to end soon (:
2 more papers down ! Hee :P
Monday - Maths paper 2 ; Tuesday - Science paper
I shall wait till MYE is over, and i ~~shall~~ MUST go out and have fun :D
Hee, till then, bye ! (L)

2009-05-15T16:54:00.002+08:00

"Defeat is not the worst of failures. Not to have tried is the true failure."

Hello peeps :)
Had geog & higher chinese paper 2 today.
Yeah, at least i tried. Better than not trying and leave it blank right?
Hopefully, i can get at least a B3 for geog cause i'm going to take geog next year (:
Haha, monday having maths paper 2.
Luckily not tested on finding the volume and surface areas of figures :P
Haha, oh. & tues having science.
M-Y G-R-E-A-T-E-S-T F-E-A-R
ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
I dont want science. ZOMG.
So many to learn and yet, i'm lazy :X
I always 临时抱佛脚, trying to get everything into my head, which is quite impossible :S
I feel like sleeping now, Z.
And i feel like eating so many things. Cause everyone's tempting me.
Subway, Pizza Hut, etc.

NG WEI CHI FELICIA & LIM TING YEE !
Keep tempt me ! :S

2009-05-14T22:03:00.003+08:00

"Lost time is never found again."

Hello peeps. Z.
I'm still studying for geography, and hopefully i can still be quite wide awake to study for my higher chinese later.
50 chengyu, ZOMG.
How am i gonna survive? Try? (:
Have only been sleeping for 5 hours recently. :S
Haha, shall not waste any time, & get my head into the notes now.
Bye ! (:

2009-05-13T19:56:00.005+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday Tan Pei Qi Agnes ! (:

Hello ! (:
Hee, today is agnes's birthday ! :D
Agnes ah agnes, more mature abit hor ! 14 le lei ! (:
Haha, i did not complete my lit paper today in time :S
Last question was 25 marks. ZOMG.
But i did do that question, but not sure if its enough or not :\
25 MARKS ?!
ZZZZ, shall not dwell about it.
The more i dwell, the more i will think about my history paper which is *&^%$#@!
Had higher chinese paper 1 today after literature.
Still okay la, just that i dont know what to write for the first question :S
Haha, hopefully i can remember all the 50 chengyu by tmr (:
Andandand, i want milk tea right now. :S
Haha, or perhaps lemon honey? O:
LOL ! Im just being so random. :P